It's been a long time since it's felt this "summery". I'm visiting Nicole and her family in Phoenix for the week and it's hot as ballsack. But we've been having a good time. I got a little bit of sun, but not as much as I'd like to get. We've been working out every day at the YMCA and it's been nice. I enjoy working out. It makes me feel good. Except when my ankles hurt, kinda like right now. Tomorrow we are working out in the morning and then I think we are gonna see this movie thing at the Library. I dunno. But also, tomorrow night I am supposed to hangout with Jordan Woods, a buddy from school that I haven't seen in 3 years ha. So you can imagine that I'm a wee bit nervous for that. I used to like him a lot, but since I haven't seen him, those feelings have somewhat fade. Though we have been keeping in contact for the past 3 years. He's a cool guy. And he's lonely a lot so I think it'll be nice to hang out with him.
I've been feeling pretty lonely lately. I mean, I'm with Nicole and everybody but "boy-wise", I'm lonely. I think I'm gonna work on myself this summer and then come Senior Year, I'll focus a little bit more on other things. Like theatre and friends and maaaaybe Boys ;) but right now, I want to put aside a lot of time and effort to just work on myself and my health and trying to change the way I talk and act towards people. I think I'm always a huge bitch to everybody so I think it'd be a good idea to probably try to change that about myself. I am tired of getting into random pointless fights and arguments with everybody. I even considered quitting theatre for a while because of the people and my constant issues with them. But I love theatre way too much to do that. So I think a good idea will be to change me and maybe I won't have so many problems next year. I mean, of course there will be other people that try to start shit (Like Andrew) but if I teach myself to ignore it, hopefully things will be better. Soooo, yeah. Also I am going to try to start working out a lot more. So I can look and feel healthier. I'm excited for the new me. :)
